By: Audrey Margolies
A Ride With You
You were a car addict.
You got your kicks
on the smell of
burnt rubber,
gasoline,
and dark leather.
And I would joke
that you loved
your beloved red mustang
more than I.
Maybe
you were too
high,
too wrapped up
in your fantasies,
to make your fake laughter
sound
real.
I was drawn to you
the way moths
are drawn
to
raging
hysterical
electrical fires.
Maybe
I was drawn to you
because
I could enjoy your fantasy
as my own.
What was your fantasy?
Your fantasy
was that
your beloved mustang
was a real, alive and kicking horse.
A red stallion
that would ride the black earth
so fast
it could fly.
How beautiful and numerous
the fantasy of flying is!
My god!
Wouldn't it be so
darkly satisfying
to just fly away?
How
intoxicating
is that idea?
To fly away from your problems
that are bound
by chain and ball
to the black earth?
To forget
that we are all bound
too?
When
I delved deep
into
the riptide that was your fantasies,
the constant feeling
of swift, delirious, and mindless motion